Thursday, July 1, 2021
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I wake up every morning with a hole in my heart. A piece of me is missing and it hurts. How do you get over the first love of your life? How are you supposed to feel knowing that you’re not complete anymore? That a part of your heart was taken away without your permission. I feel robbed!
You were my constant, a beacon of light, our guidance our mother. I miss you so much. My heart truly aches for you to be with us.
I have regret in my heart right now. I regret not taking all of the opportunities afforded me to spend with you. I regret not picking up the phone more to talk to you. I wish I could have more time!
I want you to know and everyone else that I appreciate you and love you. Although I am imperfect to a fault my love for you has never wavered.
You were my first love! You loved me unconditionally, without judgment, without spite unwavering love. This is why its hard to let go.
You were the one person in life who never judged me or who I chose to love. Not many children get an exceptional parent like you or Ciso.
Mom you were the queen of hearts. You meant the entire world to us. I know that we didn’t always show it, but it’s true. You were truly an astonishing person!
I hope that you hear me when I talk to you daily and continue to watch over us all. I find comfort in feeling that you hear me when I talk to you whether it be in my thoughts or prayers.
For me this isn’t a goodbye because I know we will meet again. Please leave me traces and clues to find you again.
Your loving son,
Shawn
